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Monday, March 31st, 2003
9:15 am - Hey ya
whew.. I'm swamped with school. I've had some nice emails from you guys
asking if I'm ok. I'm good. I'm trying to keep my grades up. I'm having some
trouble in one of my classes. I got a couple of bad grades so now I'm
having to freaking study my ass off with a tutor. I did so bad in
science. I freaking hate this stuff. It doesn't make any sense to me.

We have quiet hours in the dorms during midterms and finals
but not really much any other time except in the night.
The girl in the room next to mine has gotten what appears to
be a new cd collection. I keep telling her to turn it down
but she's a dumbass and turns it back up.
Freaking Robert Earl Keen. Over and over and over and over and over..


Ok.. good news... I'm going on vacation this summer with my friend and her family.
We're not sure where we're going but it's going to be beach for sure.
Whooo hooo... I can't wait.

Off to class.

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
9:46 am - whoo hoo
No class for me today. Yeah. We got some ice. Tomarrow it's supposed to be 50. I like spring. I can't wait to get back out to the park.
I watched the AnnaNicole show Sunday night. That was tragic. What is wrong with those people?

Ok.. I'm going to admit this. I didn't want to but I started watching american Idol this season. I was hooked last season
but I thought the new people blew this year. For some reason I can't not watch. Last night I was watching the wild card show
and was on their chat boards. I think they are all like 13 year olds on that board.

Anyway, here's my list.

Like : Cory Clark (angel thinks he's twisted and gross)
Clay: Wierd but nice pipes.
Joshua: Reminds me of my cousin.

Don't like: Kimberly C:
Kimberly over the rainbow.
Julia Damato:
The Arms of the Angel girl.

My guy hasn't called me back. :(

Oh Shit. I had breakfast with my friend Michelle. I haven't seen her for a long time. Since before Christmas actually.
I was surprised to hear from her but it was weird when she called me. She told me she's pregnant! UGH.
Michelle is divorced. She's already got a kid. She's about to start her clinicals next year so she doesn't need this.
So when I went to breakfast with her, I got the whole scoop.

Michelle was dating my friend Mark. He's got potential but way too many problems. Plus he got totally fat. Last time I saw
him, I was like.. What happend to you? I think he drinks too much. He could have been normal. He used to be cool. Michelle
and he dated all summer. He was totally negative all the time. Michelle is not even negative at all. She's happy and very social.
She got tired of his shit and told him to hit the pavement. They are both total dumbasses because when they break up with people
they still keep having sex with them. So when Mark was dating Michelle, he had ex girlfriends that he would would fuck all the time.
He always said, he can't stand to be alone so he doesn't cut them lose incase he doesn't have anyone. These girls are so stupid
they think they might get 'back with him' if he calls them for a blow job. I met some of them once. They think they are those Sex in the City
girls. So Mark has all these girls coming over to blow him on his couch. He won't let them get any dna on the couch though. He has to
put down 15 towels. FREAK!

Ok.. so the whole time he's dating my girlfriend, he's taking her out and then she either spends the night or he goes home and calls
the other skanks for sex. So Michelle dumps his ass and meets up with about 15 other guys at Borders or the Olive bar at the world market.
She's dating off the internet and hooking up right and left. She starts going out with this guy at her work. He's married and has a little kid.

She said that he came over one night but when he was there, some other guy she was sleeping with from work showed up at the door too.
So the guy who comes over last starts cryin and saying "if you love me, you'll make him leave'. She tells him, "dude, I've dated you for like a week"
(She fucked him totally the whole time). So he gets all pissed off and storms out. She gets totally turned on and her married guy gets all jealous
and fucks the shit out of her four times that night. Only he only has one condom. So they do it once with a condom and three times without.
DUH. She's totally turns up pregnant.

I'll spill more when later.. stay tuned.

current mood: bouncy

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Saturday, February 22nd, 2003
11:37 am - Snow again
I went on a great date last night. It was very nice. I met this guy at my work. He's 23, tall, nice hair and he's got a really nice ass- which is totally majorly
important. Angel met him and thought he was just ok but sometimes she's just a hag and I told her so. We were heading out to get some dinner
and Angel was coming in the front door with her new friend Mia. I'm not a big fan of Mia. I think she steal shit from peoples rooms. That's just me talking
though. Nothing's ever been proven. All I know is Angel hasn't got the best reputation for having the best friends. Except me. I think she thinks I keep her
in line but that's hard to do. She gets sick of my nagging and I get sick of her shit. I still really love her though. It's a stupid love hate thing. At least she's not
as jealous as she used to be when I date people.

Back to my date. It was pretty fun. We went to the SouthCity Diner for dinner. Then we drove around for a while and ended up at the mall.
He was so cute. He didn't want to go into Victoria's Secret with me. I think he might have been shy. I guess that's pretty much on the first date.
He got all red in the face. Then I just tried to get him to go in just to mess with him.

We got some stuff at hot topic. I love that store. I got this totally awesome rude bunny sticker that says " you suck and that 's sad".

That's freaking hysterical.

I think we're going out tonight if I can get out of my shift. I really want to see this guy again before my heat wears off him. I think he's smitten now.
I'm not even thinking negative thoughts. We like the same stuff. We talked about movies forever. He says he wants to go into film making and since
we're both doing photography now, we have some things in common.

Gotta get something to eat....


PS. It's freaking snowing AGAIN!

current mood: chipper

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Saturday, February 8th, 2003
10:51 am - heya

Just popped in. Went to the gym this morning. I'm trying to get that going again.
My stupid computer crashed last week so I have to have someone reformat it for me.

I"m loggin in from the coffee shop. hee hee

Anyway.. I'm still here. I was able to get my new videos uploaded though before it

I'll check in tomarrow and let you know the whole Brad ordeal.


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Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
10:41 am - Yowza
Yikes. I have to get to class. I got up at 5 this morning to finish a paper I was working on.
I'm kind of excited. I met this new guy in my Biology class. He's a total hottie. His name is Brad. So far that's
all I know about him. Not sure if he's in the dorms or not. I'm on a mission. I don't know if he likes redheads
but we're going to find out! lol I got my best low slung jeans on today and a too tight tee.

How do I look? hee hee..

Wish me luck!

current mood: bouncy

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Monday, January 20th, 2003
11:45 pm - Totally
You guys. I just finsihed watching the Good Girl. God did that suck. What was that about? If you didn't rent it.. don't. It sucks so bad.
I went out to Rottentomatoes.com and looked it up and it got a 79% freshness rating. That's a bunch of crap. Everyone must still be sucking
up to Jennifer Aniston. Oh God did that suck.

I woke up at 5 am this morning. I had the worst dream. I dreamt I was in another college but I was partying with one of my stupid old
boyfriends. Honestly, I wouldn't touch him with a ten foot pole now if I was near him but in my dream, I was hanging out waiting for
him. Whining and trying to push up on him. GROSS. I mean it. I woke up nauseous. In my dream I was acting so stupid but
the worst feeling was that I was hoping he'd try to kiss me. I'm not still in to him at all. That's been way over and he wasn't even that
special. In fact he was pretty much the biggest loser I've ever dated, so I don't know what the heck all that was about.
I know I'm rambling but I was totally reeling from that. I had to get up and walk it off. I had some pizza late.. could have been the
problem. All that digestion stuff fecks with your dreams I guess. I used to dream I was flying with a jet pack. I actually really like
that dream but i just read that flying dreams are bad. That totally bums me out.

About a year ago I had a really scarey dream though. I was in a car and I crashed into the back of a tractor trailor. I hit so hard, it threw
me out of bed and I hit a wall. OMG. Well.. I'm pretty scared that I'm going to go out like that, but I seriously doubt it. I think it's one of those
things. I'm not worried about it anymore. Today, I actually was more disturbed about last nights dream. I don't think I should eat before bed.

I did get to Target today. I love Target. Angel and I went to the new Target in Brentwood. Totally awesome. They have the best stuff.
Angel's not doing so good in school.. I keep telling her that her partying is out of control. I mean I like to go out as much as anyone but
she's never studying. Her folks don't care, I guess. Her mom is really nice. Angels adopted. Oh shit. I don't think I'm supposed to say that.
They used to live in Florida and their family had a nanny and house keeper and a pool guy. Anyway, she's basically going to get bounced
from school if she doesnt' keep her grades up.

Time for sleep. Wish me luck.

Be sure to check out my girlfriend Holly's Journal. coedholly

current mood: uncomfortable

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Thursday, January 16th, 2003
2:15 pm - long time away
Sorry, you guys.. I've been slammed.
Hey.. Thanks Bobafet. i loved your letter. My hometown guy! I'll take you up on that offer
if I get in a jam!

I added a bunch of new pictures to my site. They are completely sweet.
Someone posted one of my pics on Rotten.com GRRRR.

You guys. I told you that I posed for my photogrpaher this summer
and did some studio work. I did that before I had decided to open a website.
A few of my pics are showing up on other sites-STOLEN. It seems that
other photographers had their hands in the pie so if you see them
please let me know. No worries, though. I refuse to get into a
fit over this. People are assholes.

School is making me crazy and I'm a little sick today. It's snowing.
They said it was going to be like 6-8 inches last night. Not a chance.
It is freaking cold though.

I'm going home this weekend. That house sitting thing made me homesick.
I miss my gramma. She's visiting my uncle so I hope she'll come home
too. Several of us are going to the Chase to see Lord of the Rings tonight.
I'm not into that. I should read that. I just need to get out of here. Probably end
up at the Grind for coffee.


current mood: cold

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Friday, January 3rd, 2003
7:22 pm - sitting around
Watching some Larry Sanders. We just ordered a pizza. I'm starving!
I got the cutest mail from a new member and I wanted to say hi.
I love my members. I added some new pics today.

Yikes. I just remembered, I have a dentist appointment tomarrow.

I can't wait until I have my own house. ;)

current mood: cheerful

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Thursday, January 2nd, 2003
3:52 am - Can't sleep
Ugh! Can't sleep.
New Years eve was fun. We went to a few parties and even the one we always go to wasn't aweful. Carl was there! He had a girl with him
though. I think he was trying to pass her off as his girlfriend but she looked bored. If she were cuter, I would have taken her off his hands.
LOL. I haven't seen Angel since we left school. I'm going to try to get along with her better this semester. She's cooled out pretty much
since I told her to stop being so clingy. I got a little jealous for a while because she was hanging out with these other girls-who I think are
skanky and I told her that. I think she did it to piss me off. I don't know. She's so much fun but she still gets on my nerves.

Anyway, I didn't hook up at any of the parties. I saw this totally totally totally totally hot girl and I thought she was throwing me
a vibe. We went into the kitchen and were talking and she started telling me that she's not into girls but she's thinking of 'trying it on'
and I was like, cool.. I'll try it on with you. So I kissed her and I guess she didn't want to try it on then. We're going to go shopping
next week. I think she was just freaked out so maybe something will happen. She was the least dull thing at that party.

It's snowing pretty hard. I just looked out the window. I was going to see my mom tomarrow but I think I'll wait a day or two.
I hate driving in snow. I'm not very good at it. We don't really get much snow anyway. I guess I'd be better if I drove it in all the
time but who wants to. I'm better off in my blanket. Oh. I got this awesome heated blanket thing for Christmas. It's not big enough for
my bed but really good for studying. My room is either freezing or too hot. This thing is awesome. I hope they let me have it in the dorms.
I'll sneak it in.

Back to the parties, we didnt' get home until way early this morning like at 6. I had too many different kinds of alchohol. I wanted to
puke. God, I'm queasy again, thinking about it. So I slept most of the day and now I can't sleep. That's about it. I'm going to try to sleep again or
watch some TV. ;0

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Friday, December 27th, 2002
6:03 pm - Christmas
I had a totally fun Christmas. I'm still off school so I'm spending a few days with my friend in St. Charles. I normally wouldn't go out here..
that's an inside joke. But my friends parents are away for 2 weeks so we're housesitting. That makes for a very nice Christmas vacation
with nothing to do!! Karen's parents are really nice. Her mom is like one of those TV land moms and she's always making beds and vacuming
the rugs. Her mom has a living room that they can't go in either. It's got plastic covers on all the furniture and they have one of those plastic
rubbery covers on the rugs too. It's really weird because their house is so retro looking. My mom has some of the furniture she had when she was single
but it's in the garage. I've seen a lot of that stuff on ebay. It's pretty funny. Karen's mom always makes me eat dinner when we're over.
We've been friends for a long long time. I met her at cheerleading camp freshman year and we 've been friends since. She's going to Community
college so she's still living at home. I think she should get out more. We're going to the movies tomarrow and hopefully to a New Years party.
We go to to the same guys NYeve party every year in St. Charles. It's pretty fun. A few years in a row, I had to drag Karen out of bed with this guy named
Carl. He's a 'civil engineer'. He was 26 when we were in high school. He's still hitting on us. I slept with him one year. It sucked. He took me
to his office-which was a trailor, by the way, underneath the St. Charles Bridge. I thought we were going out and we ended up there. I know that
Carl will be there. I made Karen promise to stay on the other side of the house. He's not that good. LOL.

I need to go take a long bath. We went to the mall for a while today. I exchanged a few of my presents. My gramma doesn't know
what size I am. :)

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Monday, December 23rd, 2002
7:04 pm - Merry Christmas Friends
To my friends and members:
Merry, Merry Christmas! I hope your holiday is wonderful!!

current mood: happy

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Thursday, December 19th, 2002
12:12 pm - Yawn
I'm on my way out to do a little Christmas shopping. I've been sooo busy wrapping stuff up for break
the time gets away from me. I updated my site today. Yeah me! I have some really awesome
pictures coming up. I'm trying to get everyone's requests in. My camera guy / friend is flakey
and it's makeing me mad. Someone wrote to ask me if people in my school know about
my website. Well.. my school is pretty laid back. I posed nude over the summer, which is how
I got this brilliant idea for my site. LOL. I don't really talk about it too much but some people
know and they are usually pretty cool about it. A few guys fired on me big time when they
heard, but I gave them the Heismann. LOL Too bad.

I went out to the Loop this weekend because it was 60 degrees. I had so much fun.
I didn't get much shopping done though. I got my gramma some house shoes you
can put in the microwave. Her feet are always freezing.

I still have to get my mom something.My dad gave me a little Christmas money since
I'm pretty much a broke college girl. lOL.

Pippo, I know you wanted to buy a pair of my shoes. But I don't have a pair of high heels
like you asked for. I should get some. LOL.

Angel just got here. She's got the ugliest outfit on. What is that?
I told her to change. Tragic wardrobe. She needs an overhaul sometimes.

Heading to the Galleria. I'm stopping for coffee on the way.
I 'll catch up with you later.

current mood: good

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Monday, December 9th, 2002
12:37 pm - Happy Monday
I had a nice weekend, non eventful I guess. I went to the movies and had a little fun with my
friends. I didnt' crack a book once this weekend. I worked really hard last week so
I could clear my head out for a couple days.

I did update my site today with my Hooter uniform pics. I had a ton of
requests for those so there they are.

Not much going on in my head today. I guess I'm sort of mellow today.
It's really cold today so I totally feel like staying in my pyjamas. lol

Hey to Brady. It was so cool meeting you on Saturday!
I'll be back later on. Time for lunch!!

current mood: mellow

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Monday, December 2nd, 2002
7:08 pm - Updates:
That guy totally made me mad.
Ok.. I wanted to let you know I added a new sexy set and you can really see my charming red bush.
I had several members ask me for those so here you go.
My Hooter pics are coming next week. I have to size all the pics, blah, blah blah..

Going out for coffee before I go into a total freak out over my site.

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6:57 pm - Rate Me?
Ok.. Thanks to whoever rated me and said "Great site, needs more explicit pictures."

That makes me totally mad. That's totally ridiculous. What if I told you you, oh you look nice
but you should have sex with that guy over there. Well.. if you aren't into that, then why the
hell would it be up to me to tell you to do that?

If you don't like my pictures and what I show, then why would you even come to my site.
There are a million sluts who will put anything and everything up their ass but I doubt
that would make you happy either.

Bottom line, I do what I want, if you aren't thrilled then click the back button.
How nice.

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6:45 pm - back from Break
I got back to my room late last night. I went out of town for the weekend.
I promised my mom that I'd go to my cousins for Thanksgiving this year. They have
a cabin that everyone in the family uses so we all piled in the car and took a ride down
highway 44. I tried to bring my books but I didn't get much studying done.
I'm glad my tests were over that's for sure. Last week was a bitch.

Our cabin is pretty rustic, although it does have indoor plumbing which
they just installed a few years ago. I don't mind doing the outdoors thing.
LOL We had a huge turkey and there were about 35 of us all there. My
cousins came and my stupid cousin Lisa brought her dumbass husband.
She got married this summer and she's already pregnant. Lisa's totally
lazy and never got a job. They are trying to borrow money from the family
but she won't get a job.

I can't stand her husband. He's going to be a minister in one of those
weird churches that doesn't allow women to have a real job. Which
was NOT how my stupid cousin was raised. I don't really think she much
liked him (no one esle did either) but she saw an opportunity to
lay on her butt at home and produce kids she can't pay for.

My gramma was trying to give everyone 10 dollar bills for
Christmas. She thought we were having Christmas dinner.
She's 94 and she can't hear. We all just hug her and put the
money back in her purse. My dad and mom found out that she
was sending 60 percent of her monthly pension to one of those
tv preachers-for like 20 years! They wondered why she didn't have money
for her pills so my dad took over her check book. My gramma is so trusting
and has no idea that people would take advantage of her. That really
makes me mad because she only gets a little money a month so
that means she had to do without things because she felt those
church people needed that money.

I wrote a paper on that and it really upset me.

Let's see.. what else. Well. this week, i'm going to
shoot some pictures I think. I want to get to the gym
to work out. Somepeople on Voyeur Web called me a fatty.
Oh well.. who cares about that. I'm so happy when people tell
me nice things.
I could use a good workout anyhow to combat that pie I ate for 4 days.
I did however, win at Scrabble this weekend which might prove
I'm learning something here at school.

current mood: content

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Thursday, November 28th, 2002
7:23 am - Happy Thanksgiving
To all my friends,
Have an awesome Thanksgiving. I'll be back online tomarrow.

current mood: happy

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Sunday, November 24th, 2002
11:41 am - Hello
I woke up today and made some coffee..
Ididn't get to go on my date this weekend. My date had a 'personal emergency' and canceld.
What the hell is that?

DUDEX : I know you read my journal so I'm just going to say that I KNOW you have another
girlfriend then you may as well just admit it. I don't want some little skank coming to my dorm room
telling me she's going to kick my ass. I will be adult though and at least not go over to your journal and trash you to your friends.
Don't call me again either.

Everyone wonders why I like girls, although I don't think they are much better sometimes.
Most of the girls I've dated are pushy and nagging at me. I hung out with this one
girl named Tina for just one night. We didn't even do anything.(totally not my type but pretty fun to be around)
and for a month afterwards she kept calling me and hanging around trying to give me a back rub and stuff like
that. Then she started in with the 'Why, WhyWhy... Why dont' you like me?"

I just don't know about that. I keep saying, I'm not trying to get involved with anyone I'm just trying to
do my site, my schoolwork, my job, and have some fun amidst all these stupid kidney stone episodes.
I think my head is going to explode with all these clingy people and the freaking drama.

DUDEX: You asked me out! I didn't call you one time! Do not forget that!

I wonder how Adamart liked the show. I liked that movie, Something about Mary. That was too funny.

I guess I'm crabbier than I thought I was. I'm not trying to be negative. I'm really a very upbeat person.
I just have a lot of things on my plate.

One of my members, Jonny- who is totally cute, sent me a bottle of Victoria's secret perfume.
It's amazing! Thank you soooo much. I can't believe it. I love presents and that totally made me
feel wonderful.

I updated my site today with some new pictures. My fav Rams player gave me his jersy so I had to
wear it for my hometown friends. lol Everyone says the Rams suck.. but I think they rule! I'd love to be in
a Rams sandwich. *(hee hee)

current mood: all over the place

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Friday, November 22nd, 2002
8:59 pm - Heading out.. whooo
Heading out for a little fun. I'll update my site with some new pics tomarrow.

current mood: crazy

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Thursday, November 21st, 2002
11:11 am - Morning
I'm heading out the door to class. I slept late.. but I want to run by the library before I
go. Finally feeling better. That's a good thing.

Going out with a new guy this weekend. I met him in the loop a few
weeks ago. I hope that goes well. We were supposed to hook up
last weekend, but I felt so aweful I had to cancel. He probably
thinks I'm blowing him off. He seems nice and he's way hot.
He wants to go to Blueberry Hill to eat then to a movie.
Could be fun. Angel is going out with a new guy on Friday
maybe it will cool her out. She's got to quit nagging me.
I want to shoot some pictures with her for my site but since
I felt like crap, I had to cancel and she's pissy at me.

Ok.. blabbing enough.. I have to go.
Back later on.

Hi to Adam! I like the Tivoli guy too.
I've only seen Beatlebob waiting for the bus by Vintage Vinyl.
I already like him better than Nelly!

current mood: busy

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